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Member Since: 6/28/2006

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Currently Reading
The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom (A Toltec Wisdom Book)
By Don Miguel Ruiz
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recalling light

 The Night is dark

 Coming by the second floor, I glanced at a gleam of light penetrating the aperture at the door.     

 Something is blank.

It is still the same ever party room filled with friends.

 The Night is dark.


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

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Odyssey
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Guess Guess Guess

GUESS who is the huge cat in the five people groupe?

I see the lovely GreenEyedDawn--the lovely girl who is smiling.

The curious boy on the cat's forehead must be Spicy Jammie in glasses.

The active boy who is grasping the tail and exhibiting great activity and energy is tough_actin_tinactin .

The squabby and lazy boy is TodoHewellen.

Who is the huge cat which is chewing a banana?  Guess, Guess, Guess>

Posted 10/4/2006 at 1:01 AM by BonnieLyn


Currently Reading
Hamlet (Folger Shakespeare Library)
By William Shakespeare
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  于千万人之中遇见我所要遇见的人,于千万年之中,时间的无涯的荒野里,没有早一步,也没有晚一步,刚巧赶上了,那也没有别的话可说,惟有轻轻地问一 声   : "噢, 你也在这里吗?"

  我相信 "缘", 也相信 "份".   佛说: "前世的五百次回眸换来今生的擦肩而过." 

  我们几乎天天碰面又是由前世的多少次回眸换来的呢? 

  那些我于千里之外结交相识的朋友呢?  我们又是积了几世的福呢?  

  迷惑的感觉很奇妙. 

 

 


Monday, September 18, 2006

Lost in Imbroglios

 

Lost in Imbroglios

I feel lost these days. 
I am sick of what I did and what he did.
We are hypocrites.
Both of us are ill and selfish. 
He didn't want to compromise.  Me neither.
Did I really do anything fulsome to him? 
Even though,  I was not on purpose.
Yes.  I was on purpose in some way.

I feel tired and drowsihead when I think of it again.
Some friends insisted that I was too mean to him.
Why do they stand on his side?  They are my friends.
Every time I quarrelled with him over how I felt about
what he did ,
I found I was unreasonable in final.   That's enough.
He is good at attacking my weakness by silence. 
He has so-called "seizing by pain" as a weapon.

What kind of weapons do I have? 
Nothing but shedding tears alone and rejecting his phone calls. 
That's the way I deal with dumps.
I would never let he know I burst into tears because I
feel hurt after the quarrels.
I am not a fool.  I am still an absolute me.
I decide that It is definitely not my bad.

Life can be as normal as fore time before we encountered.

Today is a new day.


Monday, August 07, 2006

An email to Drew Keating

 
Hey Drew!
 
Nice to hear from you.  How are you doing?
 
I am impressed by those pictures.  Very nice!
Glad that you spend happy time with your brother and sister.
It must be sad for you and your family to go back to China again in August. 
 For they will lose you for one year again. 
when ( the exact time ) will you guys come back again?
 20th?  23rd? 25th?
 
Gmail here in Shanghai won't work sometimes.
 I've checked it more than four times before today. That was frustrating.
I thought I would lose touch with you all. 
I kicked my friend's computer when Gmail wouldn't work.  She said I was violent.
Luckily, it works today.  ( I prayed before I opened it.  I didn't kick it.  And It really works! )
 
 
I heard the News about the hot weather in Southern U.S..
 Is it intolerant heat in your hometown?  Take care, my dear friend.
 
oh, you mentioned the last funny email again. 
I told Eric that I just made fun of you last time. 
He is a funny guy.  I am planning to make fun of him sometime.
 
I am still doing the same job in Shanghai.  Last week, I found I can use English in my job.
 Some English-speaking country's people asked me the directions. 
At the beginning, I was confused by the big maps. 
And I got lost on walking through streets when I went shopping alone.
But after several times, I can recite most of the roads, streets, buildings. I am a map of this area now!
 
My summer time here teaches me a lot of stuff.  My affection to this city becomes bigger and bigger.
I also join the English corner here twice a week,
and met many nice people here,
including international students who are studying Chinese in my friend's campus from many countries.
 
 
I feel released when I finished this email. 
 
What is happening to you?
 
Best Wishes
 
Your student,
Bonnie



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